Friday, November 21, 2014

Cancer Sucks




Last night I walked into the gym with two of my friends to go work out. A sweet middle-aged woman was working the counter. She couldn't seem to find my friend and I's information so she just said yall just go ahead and go through. I noticed something was wrong with her eyes, but didn't want to ask her in front of everybody else around if something was wrong. After we had just finished working out and finished sitting in the sauna we were packing up our stuff to leave and the same lady (the lady from the front counter) walked in to collect towels. Her eyes though, there was something about her eyes and I felt I should ask her if something was wrong. So I looked at her and said, "are you okay?" She quickly responded, "no." And I quickly responded, "o I mean do you have allergies or something?" And she instantly reacted by putting her face down, crying and managed to utter out, "no I don't have allergies." As I walked closer to her I looked at her and said, "what's wrong?"

Side note: the Lord is worthy of his glory, every ounce of it however and whenever and I feel so abundantly honored that one of the ways He receives glory is by opening our eyes to see the things that make his heart cry.?

In this moment, the Holy Spirit intercepted time and space to sovereignly be in the woman's locker room of the local YMCA. She looked up with tears streaming down her face and said, "my friend just died from cancer." Not at all what I was expecting to hear her say or confess, but while being shocked I thought, "what do I say now?" All I wanted to say was, "cancer sucks, death sucks, and it sucks that we have to encounter such a reality that robs us of life." Thankfully, the spirit helps us in our weakness for we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words (Romans 8:26). She needed prayer. She needed to be seen in her pain. The justification of her pain and tears needed to be recognized by others. And most of all she needed to know she is not alone. And that she is loved. 

And one of the scribes came up and heard them disputing with one another, and seeing that he answered them well, asked him, “Which commandment is the most important of all?” Jesus answered, “The most important is, ‘Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.” (Mark 12:28-31


Love looks like holding a stranger while she mourns the loss of a friend. And love looks like feeling the tears roll down your cheek because the Lord has opened your eyes to see the things that make His heart cry.


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